Lena stood at the window, staring at the rain-slick asphalt below. The downpour blurred the border between the sidewalk and the street until everything melted into one dull, gray smear. Her phone buzzed in her pocket — Igor. She rejected the call and muted the ringer.
Three days earlier, she had closed the savings deposit.
Seven hundred and eighty thousand rubles they’d been putting away for four years. Half of it was hers — bonuses and vacation pay she’d never touched while Igor kept buying his mother a new TV, paying for her health-resort voucher, replacing the plumbing in her apartment. The other half was “joint” on paper too, though Lena had long stopped understanding where their family money ended and Nina Petrovna’s needs began.
“Len, open up!” Igor was pounding on the bedroom door. “I know you’re home!”
She opened it. He stood in the doorway with a bank statement in his hand, his face flushed, his tie shoved to one side.
“Did you really close the deposit? I promised that money to my mom!” He waved the paper inches from her face. “We had an agreement!”
“An agreement?” Lena leaned against the doorframe. “Igor, we agreed to save for our apartment. Then a car. Then a vacation together. And what did we actually do? Your mom got a new kitchen, new windows, a trip to a sanatorium…”
“She’s alone! Her pension is tiny!”
“My mom’s pension is even smaller. And she’s alone too. And I don’t remember you ever offering to buy her anything — not once.”
Igor’s jaw tightened. Lena knew that look — now he would explain how life “really” worked and how she didn’t understand the most basic things.
“Your mother lives in her own house. She’s got a garden. She’s not destitute. My mom’s in the city, in an old apartment. She needs help.”
“In a house with no proper heating,” Lena said calmly. “Where she stuffs the cracks with jute every fall. But that doesn’t count, does it? Because she has a garden.”
“We’ve talked about this a hundred times!”
“Yes. We have. And a hundred times I heard the same lines: ‘Lena, be patient,’ ‘Lena, Mom truly needs it,’ ‘Lena, you understand.’”
Igor stepped into the room and tossed the printout onto the table.
“You had no right to close it without my permission.”
“The account was in my name. I had every right.”
“Half the money is mine!”
“Your half has been living with your mother for years — as appliances, renovations, and whatever else she wanted. I counted it. In four years you poured a huge amount into her. Now I took my share.”
He stared at her as if he’d never really seen her before. Confusion flickered — then anger flooded in.
“Where did you put the money?”
“I spent it on something I need.”
“On what?!”
“On tickets. I’m taking my mom to Anapa. The day after tomorrow.”
The silence turned so solid Lena could hear the wall clock ticking in the entryway. Nina Petrovna had bought that clock — cheap, loud, and relentless, grating on Lena every evening.
“You’re joking,” Igor said slowly.
“No. We’re going for three weeks. I’m renting a small cottage by the sea for Mom and me. She’s wanted to go south in the fall, to warm water, for years — and she never had the money. Now she does.”
“Lena, Mom’s expecting a dacha. I promised her we’d buy a dacha! She already picked out a plot, she’s been there, she’s seen it all!”
You promised her. Not ‘we.’ You.”
“We’re family!”
“Family?” Lena smiled wearily. “Igor, when was the last time we took a vacation just the two of us? When was the last time you asked what I want? Not your mom. Not your relatives. Me.”
He didn’t answer.
Lena walked to the wardrobe, pulled out a bag, and started packing.
“Len, wait. Let’s talk normally.”
“We’ve talked normally so many times. It always ends the same way: you run to your mother, complain about me, and then she calls me to explain what an ungrateful woman I am — as if I should be grateful that my money goes not to us, but to her.”
“She raised me alone!”
“I know. You’ve told me two hundred times. And you know what? My mother raised me alone too. After my father left, she worked two jobs and went hungry so I could eat. But for some reason, that doesn’t give me the right to spend all our money on her.”
Igor sat on the edge of the bed, head lowered. When he spoke again, his voice was softer.
“So what am I supposed to tell my mom now?”
Lena stopped, a folded sweater hanging from her hands.
“That’s what you’re worried about? Not that I’m leaving. Not that I’m miserable. But what you’ll say to your mom?”
“She was counting on that money!”
“And I was counting on a husband!” Lena snapped. “On a man who would think about me sometimes. On us having a life of our own — not this endless service to someone else’s demands!”
“Someone else’s? That’s my mother!”
“Your mother who calls you five times a day. Who suddenly ‘gets sick’ every time we plan to go anywhere. Who ‘drops by’ and stays for a week. And you don’t even see how it looks.”
“Are you jealous of my mother? That’s ridiculous.”
“No, Igor. It’s sad.”
She zipped the bag. In the hallway Igor’s phone rang again. Lena had no doubt — Nina Petrovna.
“Answer it,” Lena said. “Tell her what a monster I am. Tell her I stole the money you promised her.”
Igor snatched the phone, glanced at the screen, and tossed it onto the couch.
“Don’t.”
“Why not? You always answer. At the cinema, in restaurants, even in the middle of the night. Remember our anniversary in that hotel — she called at one a.m. because her remote didn’t work, and you spent half an hour explaining how to change the batteries.”
“Lena, enough.”
“No, it’s not enough! I’m tired of being second. Tired of hearing I’m cruel, that I don’t understand, that I have no heart. I’ve endured it for six years. Six years of smiling while your mother comes in and teaches me how to cook, how to clean, how to behave with you. Six years of hearing how wonderful your ex was — the one who never objected to all those calls and visits.”
“Leave Olya alone.”
“With pleasure. Except you’re the one who keeps using her as a measuring stick: ‘Olya baked pies,’ ‘Olya never complained,’ ‘Olya understood how important Mom is to me.’ Want to know why Olya left? She left for the same reason I’m leaving.”
Igor lifted his head. There was something in his eyes that looked like fear.
“You’re not leaving. You’re going on vacation.”
“I don’t know,” Lena said honestly. “I truly don’t know. Maybe three weeks away from you and your mother will help me understand what I should do next.”
“Len, I love you.”
“And I love you,” she said quietly. “But it’s not enough. Because you love your mother too — and whenever you have to choose between us, you always choose her.”
She picked up the bag and walked into the hallway. Igor followed.
“Wait. Let’s sit down, talk. We’ll find a solution.”
“Igor, I’m exhausted from finding solutions. I suggested couples therapy — you refused. I asked you to limit your mother’s visits — you got offended. I wanted us to go to the sea together at least once — you said you couldn’t leave your mother alone for that long. Every time, I gave in. This time, you give in.”
“By giving away our money?”
Lena turned back and met his eyes.
“It hasn’t been ‘our’ money in a long time, Igor. It was your mother’s money that just happened to still be sitting in an account. I simply took what I was owed.”
Outside, the rain had stopped. Wet leaves shone under the streetlights. Lena called a taxi and went to her friend Svetka’s place.
“You left?” Svetka opened the door in pajamas, holding a glass of water.
“I left.”
“Come in. Want wine?”
“I do.”
They sat in the kitchen, and Lena talked — not for the first time, but tonight everything finally formed one clear picture. How Igor consulted his mother about every decision. How Nina Petrovna had keys to their apartment and could show up whenever she pleased. How money flowed to her in an endless stream.
“Do you know what’s the scariest part?” Lena finished her second glass. “I started to hate her. Truly hate her. And that feels wrong. She’s just an old woman used to her son fixing everything. But I hate her because, because of her, I barely have a family at all.”
“Igor’s a good person,” Svetka said thoughtfully. “I’ve known him since university. Kind, decent, loyal.”
“Yeah,” Lena said bitterly. “Loyal to his mother.”
“Do you think it’s over?”
Lena looked out the window. Somewhere nearby Igor was probably explaining everything to his mother. Nina Petrovna would shake her head, cry, say she’d always known Lena wasn’t right for her son. Tomorrow she’d bring him pies, comfort him, repeat that good women are rare these days and he shouldn’t be upset.
“I don’t know,” Lena admitted. “Honestly, I don’t know.”
In the morning Igor texted: “I’m sorry. Let’s meet and talk.” Lena didn’t reply. Their train to Anapa left at six in the evening.
They met Lena’s mother at the station — small, thin, sun-browned, in a faded sweater washed too many times.
“My girl,” her mother hugged her tight. “You’ve gotten so thin.”
“It’s the nerves, Mom.”
They boarded the train. When it started moving, Lena burst into tears. Her mother sat beside her in silence and stroked her hair the way she used to when Lena was little.
“Tell me,” her mother said simply.
And Lena told her everything — with nothing hidden. How tired she was, how guilty she felt even though she knew she hadn’t done anything wrong. How she was afraid to be alone, but even more afraid to go back.
“Do you remember why I never remarried after your father?” her mother asked.
“You used to say you didn’t meet anyone.”
“Not exactly. I did. I met good men. But they all wanted me to be convenient — to adjust, to keep quiet, to endure. And I was tired of enduring. After your father — after the drinking and the violence — I understood: better alone than living like that.”
“Igor doesn’t drink. And he doesn’t hit me.”
“I know,” her mother said softly. “But he does what your father did: he doesn’t see you. He doesn’t hear you.”
“Mom… maybe I’m selfish. Maybe I really should’ve helped with the dacha.”
“You can help,” her mother replied. “If someone asks you, if you talk it through, if you decide together. But when something is taken from you without even asking — that isn’t help.”
When they arrived, they found a small house by the sea — two rooms, a kitchen, and a terrace with a view of the water. The owner, an elderly Armenian woman, tried to charge a high price, but when she learned Lena had come with her mother, she softened and gave them a discount.
“A mother brings joy into a home,” she said. “Rest, girls.”
For the first time in years, Lena felt her breathing become easy. They walked along the shore, collected shells, cooked dinner together. Her mother told childhood stories Lena had forgotten. They laughed, drank wine on the terrace, watched the sunsets.
Igor called every day. First he begged. Then he sulked. Then he grew almost aggressive: “You can’t just leave and disappear,” “I have to solve your problems back here,” “Mom is very worried.” Lena listened, but she refused to discuss coming back.
On the tenth day he sent a voice message. He talked for a long time, stumbling over words. He said he’d gone to a therapist — alone, for the first time in his life. That he was starting to understand some things. That he’d talked to his mother, and it had been a brutal conversation. That he loved Lena and was ready to change.
“What will you answer?” her mother asked.
“Nothing yet,” Lena said. “Let him be patient — the way I was patient.”
But two days later Igor came in person. He had quietly gotten their address from Lena’s mother. He knocked on the cottage door in the evening while Lena and her mother were finishing tea on the terrace.
“Lena… can we talk?”
He looked unshaven and rumpled, wearing a wrinkled jacket. Lena stepped outside.
“Why did you come?”
“For you,” he said. “Forgive me. I should’ve done this sooner. I should’ve heard you sooner.”
“Igor—”
“Wait. Let me say it. I did go to a therapist. Three times already. And she explained… no — she helped me see what I’m doing. How I keep putting my mother’s needs above yours. How I use you without meaning to. How I turned our family into some twisted setup where Mom is the main person and you’re a secondary character.”
“And now you understand?”
“I do,” he said hoarsely. “And I’m ashamed. So ashamed, Len. I talked to Mom. I told her we’re not buying a dacha. That I’m married, and my wife is the most important woman in my life. If she wants a dacha, she can save for it or sell something of her own. But our money is ours.”
Lena stayed silent. The words were right. But she’d heard “right words” from him before — after every fight — and then everything slid back to normal.
“How did she take it?” Lena asked.
“She cried. Accused me of being cold. Then she didn’t answer my calls for two days. Yesterday she called and apologized. Said she never wanted to destroy our family — that she’d just gotten used to leaning on me and didn’t notice she’d crossed the line.”
“And you believe her?”
“I want to,” he admitted. “But more than anything, I want you to come back. If you want, we’ll move to another city. Or I’ll tell Mom she can only visit when invited. Or whatever you need. Just tell me — what would it take for you to come back?”
Lena looked at the sea. The moon laid a wide, silver path across the water. She wanted to believe him. She wanted hope. But six years had taught her caution.
“I need time,” she said quietly. “To understand whether this is just temporary clarity. To see if anything truly changes.”
“How much time?”
“I don’t know. A month. Three. I don’t know, Igor.”
He nodded. In his eyes there was something new — not resentment, not confusion. Fear. Fear of losing the woman he loved.
“Okay,” he said. “I’ll wait. As long as you need.”
He left. Lena returned to the terrace where her mother pretended she hadn’t been listening.
“He came,” Lena said.
“I see. And?”
“I don’t know, Mom. He’s saying the right things. But I’m tired of right things.”
“Then wait for actions,” her mother said firmly. “Words are cheap. Actions tell you everything.”
Two months passed. Lena went back to the city — but she rented a small apartment on her own. Igor called, they met, they talked. He really did keep going to therapy. He really did set boundaries with his mother — no more uninvited visits, no more five calls a day. Once Nina Petrovna tried to throw a tantrum, and Igor calmly told her he wouldn’t discuss it.
One day Nina Petrovna called Lena herself and asked to meet. They sat in a café with tea, and for the first time in all those years Lena saw her not as an enemy, but as an aging woman terrified of loneliness.
“I didn’t want to steal your husband,” Nina Petrovna said. “I just didn’t realize that’s what it looked like. I thought… if he needs me, then I’m not alone. Then my life isn’t over.”
“He wouldn’t have abandoned you anyway,” Lena replied. “But there had to be room for me too.”
“I know that now,” Nina Petrovna whispered. “I’m sorry. If you can forgive me.”
Lena didn’t answer. But something inside her shifted — not forgiveness yet, but the possibility of it someday.
In March, Lena and Igor went to the sea. Just the two of them. For a week. He turned off his phone, and they simply existed together — for the first time in years. They walked, talked, laughed, spent time as if they were discovering each other again.
“I missed you,” Igor said on the last evening. “The real you — the one who laughs and isn’t afraid to tell me when I’m wrong.”
“I missed you too,” Lena said. “This version of you — the one who actually hears me.”
She came home again. To their shared apartment, where she took down the loud Chinese clock and hung a painting she’d been looking for a place for for ages. Igor didn’t object.
“This is our home,” he said simply. “You have the right to decide what belongs where.”
And for the first time in years, Lena believed — maybe they could make it. Maybe a family isn’t about one person being more important. Maybe it’s about hearing each other… even if it took running to the edge of the country and closing that deposit to finally learn how.